Eleven o'clock at night, a week before my birthday, and where am I?That's right, cross the street so you don't have to deal with me

heyheyhey.
yay, went out with girls from church to restuarant and had fun. ate chocolate fudge gelato.
are there more wonderful words than chocolate fudge gelato?
...I'm going to censor these names slightly, coz they don't read this, so it's not fair.
we were chatting, and C turns to R and ses
'yeah, do you find it difficult?'
r:what?
c:well, before marriage, how you won't...
r:huh?
c:well, with like physical-
r:wha?
J:SEX, r.
....im sorry if anyone was showing their children how the internet works and stumbled onto this blog, or if someone i really wanted to impress with my superior mind was just totally disillusioned, but it was so funny. j is a very cool person...with a great sense of timing.
oh, and guys? i can think of a relevant simpsons quote here.
...the one where marge is trying to join a country club, and this woman keeps shooting marge down, and marge's friend ses don't mind her, her idea of humour is a cleverly phrased observation delivered with impeccable timing.
or something like that.

oh, and in case anyone felt like knowing what is going on inside Tom's head?
T:"cheese, like vegemite and ping-pong, is an acquired taste"

(sigh) ah, turning 20.i kinda like being in my teens. no-one can tell you what you ought to be like coz it's all formative. but in your 20's...you hafta grow up.
you DO! i know many are avoiding it, but it's gonna happen!!

OH.
ballroom dancing rocks. even when you make up your own steps. that is all.
yay me almost finishing my assignments....only hafta cut out 400 words....
love that %10 grace.

feelin' a teeny bit sentimental. last night, had 15 mins before had to drive home, and Tom suggests reading the Bible, so we went and looked at 1John.
was good.
..........................
lol, i need a special made up word to describe the feelings there.
2
Sequins
Query
Stars
Tell
Rhymes
~xa*

yes-yes-yes-yes-yes-yes-yes - no.

ok
qq
(in maths, discussing a graph of the level of water in fred's bath, and as if that wasn't disturbing enough...)
nora:maybe he added flowers or petals, you know how people do?
katherine: his name's FRED,nora.

and in french, susan (not maths susan, my granddaughter, french susan)
:(looking at grammar excercises) excitment to the max!(it's funnier when you have experienced french grammar excercises.)

.....sigh....
i should feel better about life, but i feel under-happy....sub-joyful.
of course, last night i was experiencing severe stomach cramps...the ones that i get coz i'm a GIRL, and was rolling around weeping and crying out to God to let the nurofen kick in, and kick in SOON...
hmmmm....that was really honest...
let's pretend i didn't tell you about that.
i do have a haircut, and it does make me feel good, coz its short, so i feel like im twelve again. i was really cool at 12.
and i'm really cool now.
really looking forward to monday tho. should be a fun day.
gaaaaaaaaah.....im so not bubbly, and that annoys me, coz i love being bubbly. but ive crashed. i was watching tv and reading books and cleaning bathrooms and putting out washing today. i slept in, which was kinda nice...
ok, 50 points to samuel for wishing me a happy 20th, for some reason it made me feel kinda happy...maybe i'm so narcissistic that my own celebration of existence is the only thing that makes me feel good.
yup, that must be it!
oohh ...'fabulous party your majesty, i haven't seen this much love and contentment in one room since Narcissus discovered himself' WHAT MOVIE IS THAT???i kno
AND amanda and i decided on friday that maddy gets a prize. we have no idea what it is, but she so gets one.
and i am taking this opportunity to state my opposition to using the phrase that consists solely of the letters 's' and 'n', in kate's convention. i think the book she made is awesome, but without a standard definition of what the term means, i fail to register it.
...
tom's still nice. was angry at me for a while for distracting him unintentionally in monopoly, so that his youngest brother didnt have to pay him close to a thousand dollars...
then he was ignoring me coz i pay him slightly more attention when he's ignoring me, and he likes to feel wanted.
man, i need a kick...im so dead-ish!
xa*

wow....i'm still tired.

maybe i shoudn't have done that shift at work today. i still have to finish various readings and print off an assessment...and i start work at 7am tomorrow.
STILL!
here i am.
everyone seems to be exhausted.
i would like to mention a few things.
1st - -qq
me:i have to clean my room today
katherine: i find things when i clean my room...like my watch...it was broken.

AND
50 POINTS TO THE WOMAN IN THE BLUE FORD WHO LET ME MERGE ON THE M4 WHEN IT WAS TOTALLY INSANE.
she rocks.

AND
it is LESS THAN A MONTH TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!7th October
don't get me a gift, i know i forgot your birthday and i never got you a present. don't make me feel more ashamed than i am. you're not that kind of person.
yes YOU!
someone tell me their birthday and ill make a list.
but i will be 20!!how weird.ill finally be the same age as some of my grandchildren :D

OH 50 points to tom for taking my library book back to the library and doing photocopies from it for me, then coming by work and giving them to me...no....100 points. he really didn't have to. and he helped/made/bossed me cleaning my room yesterday. it sparkles now. mum doesn't understand.
FYI, try not to see wedding crashers. you don't want to see it. esp not with anyone you're related to. i mean...eeeeewwwwwwwww.

AND!holidays are coming very soon. i have to do 2 interviews with my cousins for education, and i have to sleep for 3 consecutive days, AND i managed to get the 18th off, so i'm going to the women's day, and hopefully the pizza and movies after...YAY!
and i have to work on assessments.

unfortunately, the amount of work to be done means i can't sleep in on wednesday. there is a word to express this annoyance. bum.
sometimes i wish i liked coffee. one can't help feeling it would come in handy.
DON'T TELL ME HOW TEA IS BETTER, you know what i do to tea, and why i prefer just to respect it and leave it alone.

when you see tom, tell him he's a legend. you know it's true.
or, you know, think up your own word. otherwise he might think you didn't mean it.
save ferris *xa

stuff it up, it's a mistake. do it again - it's a riff.

ok
i am tired, it is late, and i am working tomorrow.
but then, no. 'sides, i could be doing homework or checking the map that i know where i'm going tomorrow.
but i am here. and i seem to have built up a resistance to homework.
i would like to say that i have noticed how rarely i am online, and it bugs me coz i'm not as with 'it' as i was, in a similar way to how i haven't been able to hang out with Cu girls that much this week, which bugs me coz they rock and im related to them. AND everyone sucks for talking about the social coz i wasn't there i was at work and it sounds like so much fun. but i was at the bushdance, so 50 points for me.(OOH, and 50 points for ben w. coz he navigated tom and i there and back again very ably. woo ben)
speaking of work, COULD PEOPLE TRY ASKING FOR A PLASTIC BAG INSTEAD OF POINTING AND GRUNTING, OR LOOKING AT ME AND SAYING IN TONES NOT AT ALL CONDUCIVE TO A BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP 'bag?!'
thankyou.
i miss everyone. if i haven't talked to you, i miss you. if i have, i also miss you.
oh, few quotes-

ME: (looking at a poster) 1936. what happened in 1936?
BEN:well, world war two...hadn't started.

NORA: ooh, it's raining!
KATHERINE:ARGH!SOMEONE is gonna die!!

NORA: (looking at newspaper) is that guy grabbing his crotch?
(Alison and Katherine both scan the library)

AND I bought a hair straightener this week, and it works, but FEW know this coz FEW have even seen me this week! argh - i cannot deal withsolitude at all.
AND 50 points for tom being sweet about me tho not under duress, posting on his blog. as i recall tuesday before last was very nice.
yeah, note to everyone...tom is amazing, and so very very precious.he aint goin anywhere.
i miss you all and i want to know what's going on, so find me at uni and tell me.
*xa