Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Maybe I should eat something...


Sigh.
Another day. at home. jumping when the phone rings. doing assignments that would be utterly finished in moments if i cared. listening to whatever jumps out of iTunes. wearing a dressing gown. quite comfy, but resenting it.

casual work. still tired after walking for HOURS school to school yesterday. apparently all the teachers in the area are in good health.

it wouldn't be so bad if I'd done just ONE DAY of work - been called, gone somewhere, taught someone something, been paid once.

because part of the qualification of teaching is the experience. i can't call myself a teacher, i haven't taught!

sigh.

Psalm 27. look it up. i will memorise it. i will make a song from it. i might do that now. wait... maybe i should eat something...

(lol i love symmetry)
love *a

2 comments:

Ascasewwen said...

Whoa, the comment thing looks different.

I sympathise with the experience catch 22. You need experience to get a job, but how can you get experience if no one will give you a job? Ugh. So infuriating.

Eh? said...

I remember when I was starting and a whole bunch of us were getting hired, we were all so fresh and didn't know that much about stuff but through what we did, we learnt so much and that's put me in the position I'm in today :)

Well I gotta explain about my position today lol...I'll talk to you about it but the point is keep doing what you have to do and someone will go "Yep she's a great fit for us :)"

Keep going mum!!!